It happened again as it used to be several times before.
Just a second that everything turned upside down, gave me not even a second to prepare myself for it.
Every time it happened, I was wondering is this the last minute of us. Yet finally I had get through it...until this time.
I am going home on 22th. But this time we will not meet as we used to.
I keep asking myself that how could we get back together after each severe conflict. I really don't know.
You said to me to let you alone. Do not contact you any more. I accepted it with a blank heart. There's nothing to say, nothing to think, nothing to do any more.
I look at the birthday gift which I bought just a few hours before you pissed off. Did I buy it too late? I plan to bring it to you on 22th, just a couple of weeks ahead. It's the most expensive gift I ever give to anyone. I hope you like it when you receive it. What should I do now? Though you don't want it now, it should be yours.
I have no idea what was the first day I get to love you. I just remember that I was really glad to see you again after the period I thought I would never see you no more. Yeah, I do love you since the day. There was no reason that I do love you, no reason at all.
And there is no reason that we ended up like this either.
How do you feel right now? I wish I could have the strength as you have right now.
The strength to say what you really want out loud.
Time for us is up. It's no use to go home on 22th, coz there's nobody waiting for me there. I am dying to see you again..but there is no YOU in my world no more.